Importance of recovery and support.

Coping with the emotional and psychological toll of such situations can be incredibly challenging, often leading to significant repercussions on both mental and physical health.

Two months ago tonight.

It is unbelievable to reflect on the fact that I experienced a significant stroke just two months ago.

A deeper truth.

Despite the challenges, I am determined to embrace change, find strength in vulnerability, and transform adversity into positive growth.

Clearly, the stroke I suffered causes me to struggle

It is vital to delve deeper into their actions, questioning their motives and credibility.

Resilience. Respect.Reflection.

Remember, acknowledging and addressing your feelings is a courageous step toward embracing change and adapting to new realities.

Change becomes not just a reaction, but a proactive step toward healing and recovery.

The essence of change is embedded in the unknown, the unpredictable journey that it takes us on.

Recovery needs change. It demands it.

This type of change, though painful, pushes you toward growth and resilience.

Resolving To Move Forward

I recognize that I allowed her to treat and speak to me in ways that were unacceptable and unhealthy.

Love you more..

Still madly in love with my wife. Miss her desperately.

It doesn’t always have to be nor about Heather Killebrew

Joey, recovering from a stroke, experiences perseveration, involuntarily repeating topics. Despite not remembering the person involved, Heather Killebrew, Joey remains optimistic about recovery and improvement.

Exhausted and not myself today.

Experiencing extreme fatigue, difficulty swallowing, and a disconnect from their body, because of the stroke I suffered. I feel fear and confusion about the situation and uncertainty of it.

Heather Killebrew's behavior has been marked by a pattern of dishonesty, deceit, and coercion

Heather Killebrew has demonstrated a consistent pattern of dishonesty and manipulation over the years. A significant incident involved her being confronted about unauthorized credit card transactions, where she deflected blame and threatened me for raising the issue. She often used unrelated personal issues to divert attention from her actions.

In summary and conclusion, Heather Killebrew directly contributed to me experiencing a major stroke.

The actions of Heather Killebrew and the unprofessional conduct of law enforcement have had devastating consequences on my life and health. I urge a thorough investigation into these matters to ensure accountability and prevent further harm. I am pursuing judicial relief .

With Heather Killebrew, there seems to be no common sense applied, but Common sense says..

Joey Montes grapples with the pain of dishonesty and deception, by Heather Killebrew. Joey acknowledges her right to make those personal choices while recognizing the hurt caused by those choices. The narrative also touches on the impact of a major stroke, leading to a long recovery journey filled with fear and anxiety about the future.

I’ve endured the consequences of a major stroke due to the actions, behavior and conduct of Heather Killebrew

Heather Killebrew's choice to publicly display a mugshot of me on her front door was a painful reminder of a tumultuous situation. Ultimately, I experienced a major stroke as a result and consequence of Heather Killebrew's childish actions and her ridiculous conduct and behavior. This journey has been challenging, but it has also led to a deeper understanding of myself and my circumstances.

Even AI sees it the same, Exchange after exchange between Heather Killebrew and myself.

Joey Montes expresses surprise that Google Gemini's artificial intelligence summarizes almost every email conversation between himself and Heather Killebrew the same way.

One more thing...

I see you, I see your beautiful smile, and those amazing eyes of yours. I don’t see you the other way, anymore. God answered my prayer and took it from me.

It's been a great day.

It occurs to me, this is our love story. My journey, now, is part of our story as well. Our love for each other endures and transcends life.

My new daily selfie – Awesome.

What can I say – it’s bad.

Lost in your eyes. I am happy and at Peace today. Thank you, my love.

Looking at this picture gazing into those beautiful, amazing blue eyes of yours, I feel the same way. I felt so loved, cared for, wanted, desired, happy, peaceful and whole.

Those eyes. Can't wait to get lost in them, once more.

It’s fitting that our song is playing. I’m so in love with you and it keeps on getting better and better. I wanted to spend the rest of my life in your eyes and you in mine. You truly amazed me.

Holy Sh!t, Bat Girl!

Today was going through the financials, to file corporate bankruptcy by the end of the year. OMG!! Which led me to have to look at emails and oh my God, again. Holy sh!t! I had an idea, but not like this. Holy sh!t!

The look on my face, when returning home from [redacted] on October 21st and discovering..

If ever, you wanted to crush, eviscerate and destroy someone (me), you would have to do exactly that. I had my heart ripped out of my ass and.. That is the reason for the look on my face.

You can't make this sh!t up. Yellowstone has nothing on this.

OMG!! it is amazing what you will put up with when somebody has your freedom in their hands and they know it.

Such a catch!

I have insanely high blood pressure, I’m a stroke or a heart attack away at any moment. My back is so bad I fall down a lot and have become incontinent. Oh I forgot, I have a large mass in my left lung, discovered during my vacation to that all exclusive St. Louis County jail.

How can I make peace with it

No, my first thought and vision are the terrifying, horrific and ugliness of the face of death, hers, that I saw when I rolled her over.

How do you do those things

I have struggled and suffered, so much, since that December night in 2016. So, I am asking, begging, pleading for the answers.

Same old. Same old. History Repeats.

Joey Montes wants to provide information to the Heather Killebrew but finds the current approach unproductive and emotionally charged. Nothing is any different or changed, since Heather started calling and communicating with Joey again, at the end of April of 2021. It's still the same and nothing has changed Joey tells Heather.

I express my fear of Heather and ask her to stop contacting me.

This drama needs to end :: Gemini's Summary of this exchange
* Joe Montes expresses fear and anxiety over Heather's temper, rage, and hate.
* He feels threatened by her words and actions, and believes she wants to punish him.
* Joe asks Heather for mercy and to let him be for the sake of his children.
* He shares his experiences of being cheated on in past relationships and his struggles with depression.
* Heather dismisses Joe's fears as "silliness," which Joe disagrees with.

I express my fear of Heather and ask her to stop contacting me.

Heather Killebrew responds that Joe's fears are just "silliness"
Heather Killebrew dismisses and invalidates Joe's fears of her, her temper, and her need for revenge as "silliness"

Use of My Debit Card without my knowledge

she didnt destroy those checks, it was a lie. a few months later she did, after going to BOA to cash them and she ran into a snag. she lied and defelected to hide from her illegal and unauthorized use of my card.

The breaking point

This is an exchange between Heather and myself on April 10th 2024, this exchange was like so many more before it. However, this is when I decided to get out of this vicious cycle, once and for all.

way

wat way

The break up-I break it out off.

July 9th is the official break-up. This email exchange is just after midnight. I point to July 30th, as I told her, "Date Certain", I would be gone.

Keeping Busy

email

no flowers but why this date

Time bomb-Fuse is light

That text message was sent in context of when I file for Corporate bankruptcy and the timing of it. Meaning, I am going to be filing Corporate Bankruptcy, at some point, I have made her aware of it and it is out there and it is going to occur.

thr batlle of returning mu items

epic september

Joey Montes’ reference to an "epic September" in a text message was based on a phone conversation with Heather that took place in the late night of July 29th and into the early morning of July 30th. In this conversation, Heather expressed her belief that Joey would never sell and leave 562 HRMC. The "epic September" signified a pivotal moment for Joey, as it involved selling his house and moving forward with his life, ultimately breaking free from a toxic cycle and unhealthy relationship with Heather Killebrew.

text messages

moving