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Exhausted and not myself today.

I'm feeling unwell today, and I can't quite pinpoint the reason for this sudden decline in my health. It’s a perplexing situation that has left me feeling vulnerable and anxious. I'm extremely tired; I wake up each morning with a sense of dread, only to find that I can stay awake for about 45 minutes before I feel the overwhelming urge to crash again. This persistent fatigue is not just a minor inconvenience; it is significantly affecting my ability to perform even the simplest tasks, such as speaking and swallowing. Despite having slept well last night, which usually rejuvenates me, I feel utterly exhausted and drained of energy.

Perhaps I'm coming down with a cold, but I don't sense any issues with my sinuses or nasal passages, which makes it all the more confusing. It's challenging to articulate what's happening within me because I feel a significant disconnect within my body. I don't have a clear sense of a large part of it, leaving me uncertain and anxious about what's going on. I do know that my balance and equilibrium are off today; even walking from my chair to the kitchen feels like an arduous marathon, each step requiring immense effort and concentration.

I plan to return to sleep soon because I'm just so drained, hoping that rest will provide some relief. This experience is genuinely frightening, and I wouldn't wish a stroke or any similar affliction on anyone. It's been a terrifying ordeal for some time now, and I find myself grappling with feelings of fear and helplessness as I navigate through this unsettling experience.